所以到底是英语难还是中文难？

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So when could die?
Should we die when there are no more ties or costs involved? When we don\'t want to die, we will say that if we die, we will have nothing. But what we can really have if we live? It\'s funny,a second before felt only dead could get rid of everything, next second will feel regrettable ,maybe just for a wodrd of concerning, a bowl of snail noodles, a gulp of coke, a ray of wintry sunshine, a song that can make the heart beating,  conclud hesitatly between life and death . But life is always undulating, gradually infiltrate in the dark moment when quiet only can hear your heartbeat , you will find, the reasons for those who don\'t want to die only are coaxing, because with the coming of the tomorrow, life doesn\'t get better, but should try not to let the life become worse. Did want to die because life is too hard? Did  want to die all are losers? So when could die?
When you are tired of living, watching people who participate in the paralympic games without hands,who have a terminal illness also try to live, will laugh at yourself don\'t know meets or  cherish, laugh at yourself absurd,but  more is don\'t know to  laugh or  cry. Can\'t help but wonder if is the love and attachment have given them the motivation to survive? Or is there a desire or a belief that only living is meaningful?I couldn\'t imagine these people who have suffered physical misfortune what kind of bottomless abyss did they live when the misfortune happened  at begin, how about othertimes ? In fact the hands that loses won\'t grow again, incurable disease is incurable disease, how should persuade oneself to face the reality that can\'t change actually even can become worse again?
From other angle, maybe it is not the body and the material that may be vulnerable, but the spirit and the psychology. Afterall, it\'s a world where it is difficult to live in accordance with one\'s own will, there are difficulties everywhere and all the time. Body material still can settle, how does spirit psychology put？So should be in the time that does not involve more tie up or cost to die？Since no desire is just, die why not to deserve ?
所以什么时候可以死了？
是不是应该在没有牵扯更多牵绊或者代价的时候死去，不想死的时候会说死了就什么都没有了，而活着又能真正拥有什么？说来可笑，前一秒觉得只有死才可以摆脱一切，后一秒竟会因为一句关心，一碗粉，一大口可乐，一缕冬日的阳光，一首让心灵共振的歌，就觉得要是死了就可惜了，生死一念之间。然而生活永远是波浪起伏的，在黑夜渐渐蔓延周围静的只能听见自己的心跳声的时刻，就会发现，那些不想死的理由都是哄骗，因为随着明天的到来，生活并不会变得更好，反而要努力不让生活变得更差，所以是因为觉得生活太艰难才想死的吗？所以想死的都是loser吗？所以什么时候可以死了？
活腻的时候，看见没有手的人参加残奥会，得绝症的人再痛苦也要活下去，会笑自己不知足不珍惜，笑自己荒唐，更多是哭笑不得。不禁想是爱和牵绊让他们有了求生动力吗？还是有什么欲望又或者是只有活着才有意义的信念？无法想象这些先遭遇身体不幸的人们，不幸发生最开始的时候或者更多时候，是活在怎样的无底深渊里？因为失去的手不会再长出来，绝症就是绝症，要怎样说服自己再次面对其实改变不了甚至会变得更差的现实？
换个角度，可能容易困苦脆弱的不是身体和物质，是精神和心理，然而在这能让自己活的顺意都很难的世界，困苦无处不在无时不有，身体物质尚可安顿，精神心理如何安放？所以是不是应该在没有牵扯更多牵绊或者代价的时候死去？既然无欲则刚，死又有何辜？

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